I Do What I Like To Do

Ha.. Blogger has a new look ~ That's cool. My first blog in 2012. Too long the time I din't post a blog XD
My previous work:

Amy Adam 

Johnny Depp

Jennifer Conenlly

Finally got my charcoal drawing done.

We will get through it..

It's dawn now. I still don't feel like going to sleep. As I have been playing the same song 年度之歌 in my player for hours, I decided to search on the composer: Christopher Chak.

I was suprise as he is the composer for 富士山下, one of my very favourite songs too.

It's very hard to get such good song in this generation, I am glad that I could still a chance to listen to it.

His name is 泽日生 in mandarin, sounds very artistic. And he as a blog, hence I decided to follow his blog, meanwhile write something down in my blog as well.

It's been a tough time for me these few days, the feelings of mine are so complicated. Thank to the songs I have been listening, they do calm me down a little bit, wishing that every thing will be settled down soon.. And I do believe: We all can get through whatever obstacles we face, as long as we don't give up.

悔与恨

我尝试过，跌过，伤过，痛过，累了，伤口慢慢好了，以为没事了，所以又在去尝试。。又在受伤了。。
到底要伤了几回才会死心，才会不再去尝试？每回伤到最痛时，都会告诉自己不会有下一次，但是却没做到。剩下的，大概只有悔与恨。。

*最怕的不是难以抉择，而是无从选择*

世界的另一端

真的不想只待在这里了，很想到外头的世界去看看，去听听，去学学。。

希望有个对的人可以陪我到外面的世界走走。。。

在找油画的样本时，无意发现了这。。。

new things...

Finally the long 2-month holiday has come.. it's super for me to do what i love to do instead of doing what i 'have' to do..
Be frankly, all these while i have been doing what i should do -> studying and try my best to pass and score well in the exam..

this holiday .. something new..
1. oil painting
2. internship in aesthetic clinic
3. help my sis and bro in their work
4. cont my learning on violin!!

yipee... it's nice to have holiday~~

today is the day...

today is the last day of my prof exam, now i have just done my short case clinical examination and inside the post-ex quarantine room..surrounding me are those med students discussing about those cases and examiners they got.
well.. my examiner is one of the legandary .. Chin's crother. who i nvr met before... and i heard.. he is kinda strict.. well, doesnt matter, cant care so much, waiting to 12 to know whether i can pass or faill the short case examination. and.. i want PAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSS!!! god bless!!

thoughout this study month, i guess it's one of my hard time in my life, i cant again recall how many time dint i shed my tear while starring on the stars ,wishing to go home if i pass..
and yesterday, i finally broke down and shouted on one of my friends, who was trying to convince me not to study and start to practise.. feel so sorry for not controlling my emotion.. and thank her for understanding me..

that's why, im going to enjoy to 200% tonight...go crazy man!!! yipeee....



i love my friend nadiah - she;s awesome!

im gonna belanja her makan tonight :) <<